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March In review

I’m sitting here trying to write about what we did this month. But I cant remember anything.Or can I?

We did’t do anything out of the ordinary—-or wait we did! I went shopping like every two days! I’m not kidding.My hubby was awesome enough to buy me a whole NEW Summer wardrobe! I bought myself so many beautiful bright colored clothes to go with the color-blocking trend. This trend was made for Moi! I love bright colors as much if not more than I love black! LOL!

 I have never been one to care about trends. But I found it irresistible to not join this trend. My closet looks like the most beautiful,brightest rainbow EVER!

However, March wasn’t all shopping and fun. March  was though for me. I cant shake off the frustration of not having enough will power to not overeat. I’m frustrated about not being able to go take Zumba classes due to their schedule which is not compatible with mine. I’m frustrated with my weight. I want to lose weight so bad. I want to get healthy!—I realize I have to do something about it…because I also feel like I’m compulsively shopping due to my anxiety over gaining weight.

March brought more stress into my life because since I got into an ”argument” with  my “best” friend over the phone via text message over the most stupid thing ever.

I have reached out to her but i can tell she is avoiding me.It hurts to know that perhaps we will never be close again. I still love her very much regardless of how sometimes I strongly disagree with her immature reactions. And I hope we can mend things soon.

I hold so many beautiful memories of us working together and being pregnant at the same time and occasionally getting together.

Unfortunately my “argument” with my friend was not the only sad “occurrence” in March.I almost forgot. I also found out that my 18 year old niece is pregnant. Almost six months pregnant already!  I still can’t believe it. I’m so saddened and stressed out about it.I just want the best for the baby and I hope I can mentor my niece through this journey.

On a completely different, brighter note, It has been almost two weeks since Anya only takes one nap a day. I don’t know what to do for her to take two. Time change really affected her. She got up later than before. Napped later (first nap) and will not nap a second time. I’m inclined to think that she should take two naps. She is so little I’m sure she can really benefit. I might have to start getting up earlier maybe 7:30 or 8 o’clock.

March also marked the return of Man Men’s 5th season. So much Fun!

The only bad thing is that it’s on at the same time as GCB my other new favorite show.

Anya has taken to saying “Apple” all the time! We love it. She says it so clearly.

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March 31:Anya reahing for food containers

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